you lie,my heart breaks even more.

fucking pathetic.

MULTIMEDIA CLASS FTW!!!!!!!!

i like this picture ahah, TY MISS.WYSS!!!!!!!!

DeathwishRIP (9:28:12 PM): christy

ni ni cwisty (9:28:25 PM): ya?

DeathwishRIP (9:28:30 PM): your beautiful

ni ni cwisty (9:29:06 PM): Awe bby you’re so sweet, you make me so damn happy

DeathwishRIP (9:29:56 PM): good bby cuz i cant be any more happier than i am with you the only thing that would make me happier is if you were sitting right next to me

ni ni cwisty (9:30:28 PM): You’re so freaking perfect, i love you so much Gregg,never leave me,kay?

DeathwishRIP (9:31:06 PM): i wont baby i swear and i love you so much too i hate being away from you so much your so perfect in every way im really happy your my girlfriend christy bby

ni ni cwisty (9:31:32 PM): I’m glad you’re my boyfriend Gregg bby, i can’t wait to marry you(:

I’m leaving tomorrow to go to my mom’s house, for an entire week.

I have to ride an airplane, BY MYSELF, i have been on an airplane 8394823958 times, but i am very scared to go by myself.

I will basically be completely bored out of my mind when i am there.

I’m bringing my sims games, no internet though..

ahhh im gonna go crazy!

5:37 PM

your the most beautiful girl ive ever seen, and anyone who says otherwise is an idiot, i wish i could spend the rest of the day just looking into your gorgeous brown eyes and just drift away to a better place but im not lucky enough to see your beautiful face right now and im jealous of anyone who is able to

Godddd i love him.

to write a song, i love thinking of small little quotes and such, i’ve never really thought out a poem or song or anything.

Hm considering it.

Damn i’m tired.

it is only 12:12 am.

God, i’m still so pissed off.

I don’t think i’ll ever fully get over it.

Oh well, can’t change how i am.

I let myself go for a while….

VVVVVVVV

;)

and i hate it.

fully forgive you for any of this, you’ve lost my trust and my respect.

in the end, i know you’ll end up losing me.

i almost regret staying friends with you.

i guess i’ll become less bitter over time.

and you know i have every right in the world to still be pissed as hell at you.

Last time you back stabbed me, our friendship was starting to fall apart anyways, so i really didn’t even give a shit to be honest.

but this time, everything was perfect.How could you do that to me?

Honestly, right now, i’m more mad at you than i am at Tyler.

He seems okay now, i just hope he doesn’t fuck you over.

Our friendship will never be the same Melissa.

I almost want to block you on everything,block your phone number, do anything i can to lose all contact with you.

but i won’t.

i hate how i lost my best friend, for a guy.

who treated all of us like shit.

and i hate that you lied to me.

i wish i could hate you.

that would end all of this, it would make it so simple to be done with you, but for some reason, i can’t.

i know at one point you will start ditching me for him, and i’m going to get sick of it and just leave your life.

maybe you can restrain from doing that, but i don’t know.

god i’m so mad at you.

you do know our friendship is ruined, i feel like i can’t talk to you about anything, because you’ll tell tyler.

i feel like i’ve been replaced, and i guess i really have.

It sucks.

i’ll get over it.

i doubt our friendship will last, and i doubt you’ll care anyways.

i can’t believe how much you hid from me.

How dumb do you think i am?

i’m obviously not totally clueless because i found out.

You do realize, i’m mad because you lied to me and betrayed my trust.

it’s not even the whole tyler thing.

Sure i was mad about that, but if you would have told me i would have stayed and talked to you.

i found out on my own.

how do you think i felt?

like shit.

I really really hope it was worth it.

because i’ll never feel the same about you again.