August 2009
3 posts
Everytime
you lie,my heart breaks even more.
I'm
fucking pathetic.
July 2009
9 posts
Awe:(
DeathwishRIP (9:28:12 PM): christy
ni ni cwisty (9:28:25 PM): ya?
DeathwishRIP (9:28:30 PM): your beautiful
ni ni cwisty (9:29:06 PM): Awe bby you’re so sweet, you make me so damn happy
DeathwishRIP (9:29:56 PM): good bby cuz i cant be any more happier than i am with you the only thing that would make me happier is if you were sitting right next to me
ni ni cwisty (9:30:28 PM):...
Oh noes
I’m leaving tomorrow to go to my mom’s house, for an entire week.
I have to ride an airplane, BY MYSELF, i have been on an airplane 8394823958 times, but i am very scared to go by myself.
I will basically be completely bored out of my mind when i am there.
I’m bringing my sims games, no internet though..
ahhh im gonna go crazy!
I have the sweetest boyfriend ever.
5:37 PM
Gregg Ripperden:
your the most beautiful girl ive ever seen, and anyone who says otherwise is an idiot, i wish i could spend the rest of the day just looking into your gorgeous brown eyes and just drift away to a better place but im not lucky enough to see your beautiful face right now and im jealous of anyone who is able to
Godddd i love him.
I would love
to write a song, i love thinking of small little quotes and such, i’ve never really thought out a poem or song or anything.
Hm considering it.
Damn i’m tired.
it is only 12:12 am.
God, i’m still so pissed off.
I don’t think i’ll ever fully get over it.
Oh well, can’t change how i am.
In my earlier years,
I let myself go for a while….
VVVVVVVV
;)
I'm a Push Over,
and i hate it.
I'll never
fully forgive you for any of this, you’ve lost my trust and my respect.
in the end, i know you’ll end up losing me.
i almost regret staying friends with you.
i guess i’ll become less bitter over time.
and you know i have every right in the world to still be pissed as hell at you.
Last time you back stabbed me, our friendship was starting to fall apart anyways, so i really...
Hmm,
re-blogging me, i don’t read them, you are just immature.
i honestly don’t give a shit, if you actually think i did, you were ever so rudely mistaken sir.
have fun with melissa:)
Melissa,
you are ruining everything i hope you know, i hope its worth it.
June 2009
13 posts
Hey,
why do you consistently fuck with me?
No one gives a shit, leave me and Melissa alone.
Haven't
posted since before Michigan. It was fun, besides my dad being his normal ignorant self. I loved spending all of that time with gregg:)
I’ve been thinking, why is everyone taking everything for granted? I’ve done it before, but seeing other people do it..makes me realize how dumb it really is.
:)
Gregg’s back:) I’m so happy. We picked him up yesterday, it was like almost an hour drive! But i was so excited to see him. Can’t wait until Wednesday:D Except i kept giving in and ended up giving Gregg almost everything i got him for our one year already lmao.
I’m pissed, my dad woke me up at 6 this morning to tell me he was leaving for work?I don’t care! He always...
Off on another one of my "rants";)
Not really, apparently talking and speaking of my day and what im excited for is ranting, lawl.
Sunday we are getting gregg:D
2 days. I’m so excited:) So just the rest of today, then tomorrow and we are going sunday when kristen gets up!:) hsdfhsdkfhsdafh.
so happy.
Gregg is bringing back all of my old sims games to me so i can sell em, and then i’m buying sims3<3 can’t...
About 2 days,
until over 2 weeks of complete happiness:)
And i can’t wait:D Kristen is gonna go pick up Gregg sunday, and he’s staying the night at Matt’s Sunday and Monday night, my house on Tuesday night, then Michigan:D :D :D
Godddd i’m so excited. 10 straight days with my baby<3
I love you, i love you, i love you<3
Loving you
Is the only thing i’m sure i’ll do forever and after.I love you so much.:) 5 days bby, 5 days!<3
I’m very aggravated. I am sitting here listening to the Backseat Goodbye, the song Technicolor eyes, it is fucking horrible. If you take out all of the little dings, the random guitar strungs, the clapping, you would hear his voice, and you would tear your ears off of your fucking...
I'm doin
Pretty good.
Six days until i see Gregg, and i am extatic! I can’t wait to see my bby:) I’m sad and withdrawn a lot, but i’ve been keeping pretty busy.Everyday seems a little shorter than the previous one, luckily! I Started reading “Cut” finally, it’s pretty good. I don’t think any book will live up to “Go Ask Alice” or any Ellen Hopkins...
Sleepless night
Even with more than the reccomended dose of nyquil, probably becoming immune to it.
I take it to much. Fuck i need to be put on sleeping medication.
I’m doing really bad. I’m going to fix everything. I promise you baby.
Sad
Gregg went home, didn’t really hit me at first, now i’m trying to hold back tears. It sounds dumb, but when you are with someone all the time..when they leave its so hard. Gregg is basically my whole entire life. It’s hard being away from him for a day, it’s going to be miserable being away from him. I change my mind, this summer is going to be horrible.
Today;
Gregg goes home..i am going to make today the best day ever after Gregg wakes up from his nap. I’m sad he’s going home, but i see him in 10 or 11 days, and in 12 days we go to Michigan for 10 whole days together, and 12 days is our one year:) So i have that to look forward to. I will probably be writing in this more than once a day as to i doubt i will be doing much when Gregg’s...
For bby:)
I love you, no matter how far you are, i’ll always be here waiting for you, and counting down the minutes until i get to see your perfect glowing face again. The moment i see you i will give you the biggest hugs in the world, and hold you as tight as i can, to let you know, that no matter how far you are, i’ll never let you go. I’ll kiss you so sweetly you’ll never want to...
“And you want to be dressed poetry, But imagery doesn’t fit, And you want...”
Well,
I got my new laptop, i love it and it’s beaufitul and purple:)
God i love Dell, best brand of computer, besides maybe Macs, which i would never be able to get , haha. Well Gregg is going home soon, but everything will be okay, he already has a job, and getting his fire bird soon:) He’s so great! God i love him so much, i’m sad, but i’m still seeing him all the freaking...
May 2009
9 posts
Good Morning,
It is 10:51 am, and i am in such a wonderful i don’t even know why! Possibly because the first thing i did when i got up was look outside, and it is gorgeous outside. Sears is delievering some stuff to my dad right now, and i am going to try to persuade him into taking me to Marshall’s so i can buy some new headphones and some cheap hair gel, lmao. Sooooo looking forward to this...
Well,
It’s almost summer break. Monday is the last day, and then i will be so freaking happy for real. This summer is gonna be good i just know it:) My dad is taking me and Gregg to Michigan, which i am super excited for, i’m going to see my mom,it’s almost been a year since i’ve seen her, i probably get to go to Greggs real house,i’m gonna try to get a job so i my dad will...
Last night..
was horrible and unfortunate. So nervous and paranoid, couldn’t sleep.Now i’m hella tired. Oh well. It’s all good.Besides late last night this weekend has been pretty fun.Can’t wait till summer break!I’m soooo excited!Oh i got a new swimsuit, me and melissa got the same top and pac sun, later realized we had gotten the same exact bottoms too,lmao.The subdivision pool...
Lalala
Today consisted of, physical labor, going to the mall, going to some baseball fields, going to Castlio.
This morning me and Gregg did so much yard work so we could get money from my dad, we had to shovel fucking rocks for like four hours.Oh shit!and then, Me melissa and Gregg went to the mall and met up with Matt boy. Then Matt Boys friend Zach came to play.Then after the mall me Gregg and...
:D
I’ve been way happier lately.Thank fucking god.And i’m really trying to be a better girlfriend to Gregg too,and he said he was proud of me:) I’m very happy:) And i’m pretty proud of myself.He means the world to me:D
I love you baby,and i promise to keep being a good girlfriend:) You don’t gotta worry bout stuffs or me liking anyone, i am completely dedicated to you...
Life,
I’m happy, i’m extatic, in one moment one little thing can change how i have felt an entire day, or even week, or month, or year.
I get upset about the littlest things.I just want to not let things get to me.I want to be happy forever.I have a boyfriend who treats me better than i have ever seen someone treat another person, i have everything i could ask for.I’m spoiled as...
“It’s the way you do the things you do that make me fall in love with you.”
Wow, i'm happy?
For once:) everything is going back into place..and i couldn’t be happier.I love you, and i’m glad i can say you are officially my boyfriend again..god i love you.I’m not going to let anything happen again, i won’t ever risk losing you forever.I want to be with you forever, baby.
I love just sitting with you doing stupid stuff laughing our asses off,how comfortable we are...
Today..
I really was not aware so many people could lose my respect in a matter of hours…anyone else want to give it a shot?Seriously.I hate people who use/mooch off of other people, who treat everyone like shit, and who lie,and when are confronted..continue to lie.
First, i don’t like when people make me feel like shit, you pissed me off.You think you know someone, but they are completely...
April 2009
2 posts
Well,
Things are going pretty well, badly.
I’m so sad all of the time and tired of being mad about everything.
my jealousy is completely outrageous, and i feel like no one even cares about me, at all.
I’m so tired of everything lately, nothing makes me happy anymore.
I’m always completely miserable, no matter what, i don’t know what to do anymore but i am getting very sick...
